Day to Day

Almost the weekend. Almost. Though, work has been going okay lately. A good eval, a pay raise, kudos from the boss and even the President of the company.

but yet, i long for the weekend. why is that? is it 'cause everytime i go to work i feel nervous - well, not everytime. . .there are certain aspects of work i enjoy more then the others. those aspects i enjoy are when something goes as i thought it would, as i planned, but when something doesn't go as i like - it frustrates me, why didn't it go the way i thought? and trying to figure out why, i sometimes can't do that in a hurry, but yet everyone expects me too - well, almost everyone.

"margaret, this job is late, we need to ship it" and i want to say, well, it's fucked up, and i need to figure out why it is fucked up and fixed it so it won't happen again - and no one wants to say they did it, even accidently. i don't care what happened, i just don't want it to happen again, do you know what i'm saying? so you accidently over-etched it, don't let it happen again. damn. and if it is happening on a regular basis, what can i do to make your job easier so it doesn't happen? i can't pull miracles out of my arse, but I can try and help.